i'm so sorry..karena udah lama banget ga nulis lagi ...
yes as you i'm busy with my school ...
huuuhh.. i'm so tired being student ...
but it's more tired being stupid girl you know...
Not stupid girl in class, but stupid girl in the real life .... you know what i mean, right?
waktu itu gw pernah ngpost soal gw terjatuh dilubang yang sama..
dan itu benar benar terjadi gw ulangi lagi kesalahan di SMP .... and i hate it so much !
i thought that is more easy but i'm wrong ....
is not easy as i thought ...
it's too hard for me ...
more hard ....
i need a long time to fix all
gw ga tau harus berbuat apa tapi yang gw tau jalan terbaiknya adalah diam diam diam !
ga usah banya omong ... menjauh menjauh menjauh ...... menghindar menghindar menghindar sebelum hal yang lebih buruk terjadi .....
kalo gw bisa nangis gw pengen nangis sekenceng kencengnya
teriak KENAPA ? KENAPA ? KENAPA ? !!!!!!!!
tapi buat ngeluarin suara aja ga bisa !!! nangis apa lagi !!!!!!!! gw bingung ......
i shouldn't like this !
no i mean i mustn't like this
I'M SOOO STUPID !!!!!!
my dream is too high....
my hope is nothing !!!
the answer is in front of you odi ! why you are so stupid !!!!!
yaaa betul yang dia bilang betul ..... gw udah liat sendiri ... dan hal tadi udah membuktikan .... aku udah liat sendiri .....
dan one thing i must do ...
stay ... more far... before something more worst happen .........
tatapan mata dia ke dia menggambarkan semuanya dan semuanya udah terbaca......
yah gw udah rela kok ..... one by one disappear.... i hope i can do it ....
now i'm focus for my school .... just let it flow .. like nothing happen ...
i start it again from begining ....
i know it feel so hurt but as long as i can ... i will try to fight !
but you know i can learn from this that love is not forever...
long time ago i loved someone and now i love different person
hey you know that si C udah seneng bgt keliatannya dia udah bahagia..
dan gw, gw udah cukup bahagia walaupun gw musti ngelewatin kesalahan ke dua gw
dan gw yakin gw bisa
gw bisa ngatasin ini dengan mulai lagi dari awal ..... just be quiet girl....
hah gw lega sekarang ... gw bisa ngeluarin unek unek gw walaupun ga pake teriak...
for my friends i'm so sorry if i'm changing into quiet girl...
i hope you understand ... i just need time to fix my self....... someday i will comeback into the real odi even i don't know when....
ok see you next time guys ...!!
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