why must now???

so in mybirthday you know si C mengucapkan selamat ultah di fb .......
hmmm.......

gw bales ke dia gw minta kado ... hahaha dasar gw .. trs dia nanya "mau kado?" trs dia bilang lagi "sabar ya drey" trs disitu gw bals "bener ya lo mau ngasih gw kado assiikk" disitu gw blm ngeliat wall wall yang lain
dan saat gw refresh you know what something make feel want to cry.......

di situ gw ngeliat status dia in relantionship...... i don't know with who.....
but that time i cry cry never stop really...
why i must be first who know arrgghhh ....

saat gw gw tau itu lagsung gw lebih sakiitt.............
karena waktu sebelum itu dia pernah jadian tapi gw ga senangis ini....
menurut gw ada satu faktor

first it's my birthday my feeling is happy but when i felt happy i see something make me sad so i cry...

and you know 1 day before my birthday .. i had a dream about him......
disitu gw mimpi gw ketemu dia dan saat itu adalah ulang tahun gw .. emg sih di mimpi dia sama cewek but you know dia nyanyi buat gw dia nyanyi happy b'day buat gw dan dia meluk gw

itu ngga apa buat gw kalo dia jadian ama cewek lain tapi kenapa musti di hari ulang tahun gw??? T___T you know how it's feel

it's hurting now

hmmm....... but what know gw terlalu berharap gara" mimpi itu, sekarang dia ama cewek lain.........

cewek itu beruntung dape dia , karena dia adalah orang yang penyayang baik ..
so my message for her don't make his heart is hurt cause he's too kind untuk di sakiti......