Selasa, 19 April 2011

I Write A Letter

this is not a real story

Natalie

thankyou all day.

"hey, how are you? i hope fine. you know i just wanna say thankyou. maybe if didn't come yesterday i will crying all day. thankyou for the beach, fun, smile, laugh. thankyou for took me to the place where i can cheerup my self. thankyou for took me from the people who laugh at me while i'm crying. you know, now i'm fine and it's all because of you ^^, oh and then thankyou for save me
Your Friend
Natallie"

i send this letter to him for the first time. after he saved me yesterday. he took me to the beach, i don't know why? because he knows that i'm afraid to go to the beach because of the waves. but he hold my hand carefully. and then he said "you have to be stronger than me, forget it all, forget about your problem, if sad, you can close your eyes, and i will come to you".

1 week later

"i'm fine, i'm fine because you sent me a letter. it was make me so happy. yeah it was what i should do to you. i can't stand it anymore when i saw you cry, so i took you where there is a waves, because i want you to be strong like a waves, never stop to try. there isn't many words i can tell you but i miss you and i love you
Your Love
Gerald"

he replied my letter, but i still don't believe it. but i'm so happy about the last word from him. thankyou Gerald you make me so happy

Senin, 18 April 2011

I Write A Letter (every kind of story with a letter)

Attention : This is not a real story

Aureliana

Deeply, i tried to make believe.

"you know, i'm alone now, i don't believe what people are saying now, long time ago i wished that i want to be alone, but now i'm very sad of that, it hurt so much you know, i'm tired to your hand, i'm so stupid, you never give your hand to me, so poor of me, now i just believing my self, i don't believe anyone even it's you, i'm so sorry
your friend
Aureliana"

i kept my letter under the bed, i wrote letter for him but i will not give it to him.
why? i wrote that letter because i'm alone.

he never pay attention for me, and he always pay attention to the others, for what i give this letter to him?.

i thought, that maybe it was more beautiful if i keep my heart on him without anyone know.

few years later

he married with another girl and, i've got another man who better than him.
if you don't understand, i will tell you something. maybe long time ago i loved him so much, and because of that, i became loner person. but when i opened my eyes i've got someone who better than him, a man who always pay attention to me, and who always understand me.

Believe Or Not ?

annyeonghaseyo !
back with Odi who confused about her life -__-"

so many such problem i hate this time
and you know

i always asking why why why why why ?
AND WHY?

kenapa ?

kenapa sih hati gw selalu sakiiittt

bahkan gw udah ngga percaya dan udah ngga peduli lagi sama urusan orang

semua orang matahin kepercayaan, dan bikin gw udah ga percaya sama orang.
temen gw emang ada yang bilang kalo kita ga boleh percaya sama manusia
dan itu TERBUKTI

ternyata manusia itu perlu diwaspadai
manusia tuh bisa bikin kita sakit hati sampe berbekas dan ga ilang ilang

pernah ga sih berharap untuk lupa?
lupa dalam arti kata ya ngelupain segala hal yang nyebelin buat kita

keeeessseelll banget

kenapa dari kemaren gw selalu mendengar hal yang gw ga harapkan -__-"

gw terlalu banyak berharap

whatever i don't care what people say, i don't believe them so ..
if they don't care about me i don't care about them
if they always see me as a child who doesn't understand anything i really don't care about them

bye bye.


Senin, 11 April 2011

Let's See!

annyeonghaseyo

back with odi cheerful odi !!! hoorrreee......

you know setelah berbulan bulan gw bersedih dengan segala hal yang menimpa gw
mungkin ini saatnya gw sadar, bahwa hidup itu ga bisa di bawa susah tapi musti dibawa selow

mungkin sekarang gw punya masalah tapi gw yakin gw bisa beresin semua masalah gw seberat apapun

Allah SWT ga akan memberikan hambanya cobaan melebihi dari kemampuan kita
Allah SWT memberikan cobaan pasti ada hikmahnya

tapi setelah gw pikir, biarpun gw punya masalah gw punya temen- temen yang bikin gw cheer lagi thanks guys!

gw punya keluarga yang hebohnya minta ampun.....

setidaknya gw punya waktu istirahat untuk melepaskan beban berat gw itu...

kata temen - temen gw, gw berubah
lebih sering diem murung ntahlah

tapi yang pasti guys gw akan berusaha terus jadi ODI

beetuuulllll ???!!!!

ok guys see you next time !!